I am the art lover.

I walk and walk and walk. and suddenly stop.

There's a drawing hanging on the wall.
For a moment, i stare at it.
Then my tiny lil finger slowly climbing up the wall. and touch it.
I smile.
It's beautiful..the drawing.
Have u ever felt it?
Staring at every drop of the ink on the paper and realize how beautiful it is.
There's something behind all of the drawings.
I can feel it. ceeewaaahh. ehehe
seriously, i love every part of it.
How i really fall into the art of drawing u know.
..but for now, all i know is do some scretching.
Just a simple one la. not that amazing gila punya. ehe
Try to learn more.

And the latest world of art that has stolen my heart is photography.
God, i just fall in love with it!
Viewing any photography lovers' album in FB is my latest hobby. :)
Again, its my finger.
It just can't stop clicking the 'next' key to view every pictures.
Extremely cool.

One of the pic that taken by my 2nd cousin. pami.

Expression is my passion.
I love every moments that taken.
..and the calming view..huh
susah mau cakap. tengok la sendiri and u know what i mean.
and now......
I'm looking forward to get my own DSLR camera. auwwwwww.
come come come. come to momma. hihihihihi

soon or later, u'll be mine baby. wait for me!

The art lover,
Nanie anabell

drop and drop

what the fish.
result oh result.
suda la lambat kluar.
bila suda kluar, so disappointing la pla.
jatuh lg.
again n again.
what happen to u Hanani Timbang?
hm..
but as mr Han says,
learn from the failure,
dont make it an excuse.
so aja aja fighting!

i don't fucking care anymore.

Dedicated to the man in my past.

"You're Not Sorry"

All this time I was wasting
hoping you would come around..
I've been giving out chances every time
and all you do is let me down..
And it's taking me this long
baby but I figured you out..
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
but not this time around..

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know..
Could've loved you all my life
if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold..
And you got your share of secrets
and I'm tired of being last to know..
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before..

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no..
You used to shine so bright,
But I watched all of it fade..

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone.
This is the last straw,
there's nothing left to beg for..
And you can tell me that you're sorry
but I don't believe you baby
like I did - before.
You're not sorry..

-u'll get what u give-

si kili is back

i'm back peeps :))))
will reactive my blog from now on.
thnx for viewing!
muackssssss

Unforgetable memories~

Lots of story to share :)

1st

My 2nd practicum was overrrrr peeps. what a bless! (^^) em..yeah, alhamdulillah, everything was good in 2 months, accept for those lil monsters..o ya, and relief classes of course. huh~

Talking bout relief suddenly remind me of Danny :) He's one of the year one student, a veeeeery active student, in correct words - hyperactive, aha, yeah, hyper. Finding out my name been written at the relief time table for 1A was such a disaster. Can u imagine, while i was in the class for relief - i enter the class and take a look at Danny, yup, there he is. Then just for a second, i move and stand next to a student - trying to teach him how to read. And when i turn back to take a look at Danny, guess what? Danny wasn't there. Teka where is Danny? Aha, there he is - lying on the canteen bench which is just in front of the class, with one of his leg up on the bench and the other one hanging happily. Dannnnnnyyyyyyy!!!!!! oh my~

2nd

PJ PJ and PJ, not one of my favourite of course. But for this 2nd practicum, i have no choice - im a PJ teacher. "ok murid2, dalam kiraan 8, lompat! 1..2..3.." haih~ You know what, me pernah decided to change my class after attending my 1st PJ class with year 4A. susah ging! - too active, too excited, too demand. They control the class, not me. adeh~

There's one time, a panic moment came. I let the boys played football, coz itu yang dorang mau. And at the end of the class, mula la...one of the student cakap his leg terseliuh badly. So bad til he can't even walk. I was so worried, damn worried! He cried macam patah ja tu kaki. Then he was sent to the hospital, ade~Lots of thing came tru my mind time tu. Ya la, suda la status just trainee, then this bad thing happened. Abis la~ Nda tenteram ba the whole day. Masuk class pun bad mood. Then the teachers who bring him to the hospital balik. Guess what? They told me nothing serious pun sebenarnya. Seliuh sikit ja, but he acted like it is serious. Then they told me, time mula2 datang hospital, siap kena tolak pakai tu kerusi roda lagi. After scan and find out everything was ok, one of the nurse cakap to my student,"dik, klu still not ok kaki adik ni, so mesti potong la nanti, klu bukan sampai buku lali, kena potong sampai lutut." Then what happen? My student terus stand up and say, "oh, its ok teacher, no need la help me, saya boleh jalan sudah sikit" and he slowly walk out. Punya laaaaaaaaa. haiyak!

3rd

Romeo and Juliet.

I was so attracted to know that there's a boy named Romeo, who is in year 4. I think its cool. Then i found out that there is also a girl whose name is Juliet, in year 2. Make it double cool. Romeo and Juliet are studying at my school. ehehe~

Ok, here how it goes- it happen during my last week of practicum. I've been told by one of my friend (Sigu Wong, ehehe) that one of the student is my secret admire. I'm just like - huh? haha. em, ok. Who is that cute little fella. Well...he is Romeo. haha. Ok, for me it is normal, u know - a student loves his/her teacher, rite? But then, while im doing a lil bit of decorating thing with my friends, suddenly there comes a teacher, "wa hanani, ada peminat ba..". And again, im just like - huh? And the embrassing part is when she told me that Romeo says he attracted not to my beauty (who says i am. prasan ni. haha), but...to my body. Excuse me? My what? oh my~ I'm just like hahahahaha, but deep inside, "biar betul..". Hey, im not wearing any sexy cloths pun pi school. And hey, he just a kid, how come he can said so. ayoo~

Moral of the story - sepa cakap dunia hiburan ja ada kontroversi, education also got maaa. haha~

Practicum fever~

Before the July ends~

Sori peeps for not updating my blog.
Gosh, im just too busy with my practicum. 3 weeks to go.

My 1st day practicum didnt went really well.
Should i called it a bad start? yeah.
I've been given a class with these 48 lil kids in it.
Plus, another class with the amount of 36.
Make it 84.
84 lil monsters to be face in 2 months. Thnx to GB.
And at the same day..
on my way back home from school - something happened.
Guess what?
I got into an accident. dont u think its cool? ya right, cool~
Thank God we save..
but not for si kecil dugrow- i left him a scar. pity him.
Try to hide it from my parents.
But yeah, soon or later, they'll find out.

Thats a lil bit bout how i start my practicum. lovely! phew~
Will tell u more later.
Thanks for viewing peeps! n please always do~

Can u wait?

"I Can Wait Forever"

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look awaySo i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter, but you feel so far away

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call,my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever..

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave, my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I cant lie
Cause I just cant take it


Totally love it! :)