Hati saya

Hati..
..saya sangka awak sudah sembuh.
Ternyata saya tertipu.

Hati saya..
..dia sedang menangis.

Hati saya..
..dia sedang menyembunyikan luka.

Hati saya..
..dia sedang menahan kesakitan.

Wahai hati,
tolonglah..

..berhentilah engkau menangis.

Wahai hati,
tolonglah..

..jangan biarkan luka lama terus berdarah.

Tolonglah wahai hati....
cepatlah..

..cepatlah engkau sembuh.

And to you my mr plumber..
..please don't give up on me.
'coz you are my only strength.

Pemilik hati,
nanie anabell

My best theraphy

I just love driving alone in the rain..


The view of the raindrop,
the touch of the aircond,
and the music that played,
..it makes a perfect mixture.
And yes, its my secret recipe,
secret recipe in calming myself..

Lots of things came through my mind..
I'm thinking..
thinking...
and keep on thinking.
WHY?
and it will always be why..
Trying to analyse all the things that had happened.
And even sometimes,
the tears just ran down silently..
..without me, myself, noticing it.

And then i just realize..
driving alone in the rain is actually one of my best theraphy..
..'coz it never failed to make me feel better.

Rain lover,
nanie anabell